I think the real issue is that the media has poisoned the idea of what it even means to be "happy" and "content". Like, if you're not a ray of sunshine that poops rainbows out of your ass and don't have your entire life in order, then you're not really happy or content or whatever. I think most people (including myself for the longest time) feel the same way that you do @TMD. They're not overly happy or unhappy, they simply are. They've got things they like and things they don't but nothing that they can truly say they're "passionate" about. For what it's worth, I don't think you're fundamentally broken @TMD. I think you're just another young person who's lost and searching for a purpose. The sheer fact that you'd dedicate your life for the betterment of other shows that you're not broken, just different. A broken person wouldn't have even bothered caring.